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music about futile self​-​indulgence online

by Cherry Cap

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1.
the sound 03:24
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When I saw your face I showed disinterest, I was cold and ugly. But inside my mind I brought 10 years back I became so happy. You were silent enough To save questions up Till the end of that evening. But I’ve messed it all up Getting really drunk I don’t remember what happened. I must never forget The day you got inside my head I have to post it on the internet. The most memorable days of my life are about to begin. As time goes by, I met you one more time As fate would have it. You invented new tricks Quite impressive to be seen Just to get me to hug you. I am not fooled by love, I am stupid enough To waste all my chances. But I got to save one Just to stay in touch. And become your best friend. _______ I do not remember third time But back then I would like To spend all your evenings. These are words of a twat But I really felt In love with your laughing. Jesus is by my side So I will try To become better. It might end in tears But I’ll always sing ‘Bout our first meeting. This is a story Without drama changes No need for more Time, no need for more pages.
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And I am falling in love again Despite social distance and other prescriptions. And I am falling in love again Although it’s wrong as nobody will take me home. And I am falling in love again Despite social distance and other prescriptions. And I am falling in love again Although it’s wrong as nobody will take me home. «I wish I never knew social networks, If I only could meet you at least 5 minutes each day». I guess it is a quite popular pray. And I am falling in love again Despite social distance and other prescriptions. And I am falling in love again Although it is wrong as nobody will take me home. What will happen next? I don’t want to know. Will we talk tomorrow? I am quite sure. Will you fall in love? But not with me, But will we be just friends?
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I guess you’re pretty I guess I am lucky We are the best friends In the online world. We’ll never go outside To meet each other You are too miserable, And I am so shy. Your name is beautiful Although you’ve got some. I want a better name than this one. And when I hide behind Computer screen I am sure there is a chance of liking me. I edit every word I check the commas A perfect chat is right in front of me. But if I said something If I ever met you I think I’d hate the tone of my voice. Today I should stay at home I’ll miss your calls you’ll go to party all alone. I prefer to dance with walls in my room or the hall. I do not want a friend I do not want anybody else. Sometimes I feel so bad Spending evenings with myself.
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be yours 03:12
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Sometimes in an open space I wish to find her ship. To make sure she found her way and then fly away. Can’t you see our love has gone? No one to blame, We will not mourn. I am sorry that you spent these years On empty doubts And acute stress. Where did those feelings go one day? To heaven or to wonderland? I’ve never wanted to wet your eyes, I hope someday this time will pass. Just give me time, but I’ll never try to find solution A stupid reason is my deepest confusion. No matter how you’ve tried to realise who I am, Now I’m a different man. I want to wake up in someone’s else dream. How to forget without regret? I want to wake up in someone’s else dream. I wish you might want nearly the same.
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Going on an old train somewhere far away I do not have a ticket, but a comic book of spider man I fear to kiss you, though it is the only right way But I have to run as I do not have a ticket one more time. I sit naked in a bath next to you, You tell me stories I’m not interested anymore. The water turns cold and you asked me to be quiet as the parents are behind the nearest door. If you want to leave me now We should never go home (We should never go home) If you choose a better life We should never go home We should never go home If you feel you wanna cry We should never go home We should never go home I can’t live without you But I’ll come home alone. I can’t forget the moments we shared But it’s been a while. I can’t regret the moments we shared As you are the one I’m not in love with, but still remember sometimes.

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Album recorded on MacBook in Logic Pro.

Sounds like the 1975.

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released October 5, 2020

1-9 - production, mixing - Pasha Zarytov
cover - me

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Cherry Cap Moscow, Russia

Singer-songwriter, bedroom music

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